When you find out everything you're looking for
All that's left is an empty house with the boarded doors
"No" means that I waited as long as I could
Little hopes that's from the heart that's made of wood

boarded doors

the morning benders

I have arguments in my head and I always win

as I clean out the deepest and darkest corners of my room, all I can do is laugh. laugh at all the amounts of JUNK I've kept over the years!



sometimes the only thing you can do to win is to laugh.

I was a postcard
I was a record
I was a camera until I went blind
Now I'm riding all over this island
Looking for something to open my eyes

train underwater
bright eyes

PRETTY PRETTY PRETTY

I'm a pretty pony princess!!!!!

it's not personal, the universe will help you now

go on

do what you gotta do

you've got your dreams I've got mine too

be strong

get off at the next stop

don't worry about a thing

keep taking it easy

come on, take your dreams where nobody can find them

come on, you know I won't be happy 'til you've won

so come on, come on over, borrow my clover

is there anything left that you haven't done?

four leaf clover

badly drawn boy

two birds

Two birds of a feather
Say that they're always gonna stay together
But one's never going to let go of that wire
He says that he will but he is a liar

Two birds on a wire
One tries to fly away and the other
Watches her close from that wire
He says he wants to as well but he is a liar

two birds
regina spektor

orders of the night

release. believe. remember. forget.

breathe.

breathe.

insist on optimism.

remember why.

sleep it off.

have faith.

have strength.

have love.

things change

things change so quickly. but I don't know why others expect me to as well. just because my emotions are off the charts

And now I don't know why,
but I still try to smile when they talk at me like I'm just a child.
Well, I'm not a child.
No, I am much younger than that.

newsoul

I'm going to need a longer line.

note to the brain sister

1. I'm thirsty.

2. thanks for the tough love, though I seem to be getting more of my fair share lately. :)

3. teach me photography things in exchange for music theory lessons... my camera hates me.

4. renaming people names like "poopilus" is fun. hey, it's 4 in the morning: what else should I be doing?

5. evaluation is key. I don't want to be one of those people that blunders through their life convinced that everything that went wrong was caused by others. I need to take some time to figure out who I think I am, who I actually am, what I believe, and what I want to become. it's gonna be a long process. but who knows, maybe I'll give up

6. pessimism is my security blanket. it helps shield me from the harsh, cruel world of reality.

6.5 don't worry, I'm actually an extremely optimistic and hopeful person. even the most convincing pessimists are.*

7. I'm hungry.

8. I wallow, I jiggle, I sit on a pickle. I yawn, I creep, I sit on a leaf. I know what I'm doing, yo :)

9. thanks for the lovetidbits.

10. I listened to the neutral milk hotel's cd all the way through today. I have no idea why I never did before.

*this is an ancient secret. now that you know, you must loan me your kidney in repayment. don't worry, I'll give it back because I have no need for a kidney.

mental tug

I had a feeling once

That you and I

Could tell each other everything

For two months

But even with an oath

With truth on our side

When you turn away from me

It’s not right

I think you're a contra

My revolution thoughts

Your little arrows of desire

I want to trace them to the source

And the wire

But it’s not useful now

Since we’ve both made up our minds

You’re going to watch out for yourself

And so will I

I think you're a contra

And I think that you’ve lied

Don’t call me a contra

Till you’ve tried

You wanted good schools and friends with pools

You’re not a contra

You wanted rock and roll, complete control

Well, I don’t know

Never pick sides

Never choose between two

Well I just wanted you

I just wanted you

I think ur a contra

Vampire Weekend

congratulations! (note to myself)

1.You were smart once

2. You are now a lump of mush now. Useless mushy mess. Messy mush. mussy mesh.

3. Watch out for the quicksa-- oh, too late

4. oh look, you're playing therapist again. you listen well.

5. where is your independence? just because it's not the fourth doesn't mean things have changed: you are free from the mother land! don't you remember?

6. pull yourself together

7. there you go, damn straight! straight to hell.

7.5 wowie, that was a stupid move. remember, you're the one with the shovel. digging your own grave.

grave of FREEDOM. remember that! in death there is life! new life! BETTER LIFE.

8. what is my life?

9. what IS life?

10. too many philosophical questions, my cue for bed time.

11. in the morning, I shall be whole and sane. of that, I will be grateful.

12. in the morning, I'll remember what true love is.

Who's Got Two Thumbs and Likes BJs?

Okay, right, so this one time there was a lion. Called, BJ. (BJ standing for Billie Jean, obv.) The lion was like, "woah, guys, I'm live in the Sahara desert but there isn't any water there."

So President Obama was like, "my specialty is unicorns but I guess I can help out a fellow badass."

Barackandroll sent Airforce 1 to go get BJ and they brought him to Switzerland. BJ did a lot of sightseeing, getting his picture taken next to that giant statue of Freddie Mercury but then he said to Mr. Obama, "This is nice and all but I'm still really thirsty." And Obama said, "You ungrateful little feline, I will kill you."

So not only was BJ slowly dehydrating, but he was now on the run from the US government as well. ROUGH.

He ran all ze way to the ocean side and there he was like, "OMG SO MUCH WATERZZZ" and he began to drink and didn't stop until he passed out.

While he was passed out, a lonely zookeeper passed by and put him in his truck, thinking what a lovely new addition he would make to his collection at the local zoo.

BJ woke up in a cage, angry and mad from the seawater. He spent his days hanging at the bars and making the zoo-goers feel uncomfortable. He did this for weeks until one Frenchwoman was totes unphased by his staring, BJ immediately fell into passionate, interspecies love. The Frenchwoman, being super rich, bought BJ from the zoo and took him home, jibbering in French the whole way. BJ only spoke Swahili but whatever she said sounded beautiful to him.

The next day, she put him back into the car and brought him to a sterile white building that said "TAXIDERMY" on it and BJ was like, "yo, I don't know what that means. I wonder if this is a place to get married at."

The shriveled old man who worked there grinned upon seeing the beautiful Frenchwoman walk in. "Que pouvons-nous faire pour vous?" He asked.

"J'ai besoin d'un nouveau tapis." She responded, smiling sweetly down at BJ. He looked blissfully at her as the shriveled man led him into a backroom. She waved.

THE END.

JUST KIDDING..... EPILOGUE.

The lovely Frenchwoman was preparing her dinnertable for two when the doorbell rang. She answered it to the sexy visage of President Barack Obama. "Hello, Mistaaah Prezedant," She said in her thick accent.

"Sup" He responded.

He followed her to the kitchen through the den, where on the floor lay a new lion's-coat rug, head intact with teeth bared. Obamarama stopped and considered. "Hey, babe, is this new?"

"Oui!" She called from the next room. "Pourquoi?"

Obamaramadingdong nudged it with his shiny black boot. "No b. Just thought it looked kinda familiar." He shrugged, then walked to the kitchen.

"No matter..... I'M HUNGRAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!!"

THE ACTUAL END.

A fantabuloso story by Kaitlin Elizabeth "Cupcake" III